Gore.

i just want to feel beautiful

its true i do like her i like her a lot i dont know what im going to do she wouldttreat me so good

i dont know if i still have feelings for her i’m so scared i have the worst pain in my stomache just thinking about it i just want to be happy all the time not just a small periiod of time i hate this i don’t know what to do its killing me. she was so amazing, she was so cute.

i wish i had really friends. someone i can trust and will not go and tell others. i feel like i can not tell anybody anything i’m keeping everything in and its eating me alive. shoot me just shoot me everything will be okay then